Angie Martinez IRL Podcast | We’re All Gonna Die: Lauren London

Speaking on the bond she and Hussle had, she explained that they had “pure love” and “good intention,” but that there were times that both of their egos came into play during their relationship:

“I didn’t think about it until I wasn’t in a relationship anymore because of the death. A lot of times we are such in our ego that we are in possession of another person. We’re not experiencing them, we’re not totally loving them and letting them be free. We think we’re supposed to be together forever, and that’s not a spiritual relationship. A spiritual relationship is without the ego.

We are together, I bring you up and inspire you, and you inspire me. If there ever comes a point where am not inspired anymore and now I’m in my ego, and now I feel I need to possess you, now I feel the need to control you, and you’re mine then I’m in my ego. And that’s not love. There’s love in there, but now I’m operating in my ego and not in my pure love.”


Later, when the topic of moving out of LA arises, London admits that she thinks about it “all the time” due to the constant reminders of Hussle around the city, in her home, and in her spirit, which sometimes makes it “too heavy” to deal with. However, she insisted that it’s “not the right time” for her and her family to leave.

To watch the full episode with Lauren London, head on over to Angie Martinez’s YouTube page.