‘I’m No Longer Making Myself Available to The Bachelor Universe’: Rachel Lindsay Reflects on Her Time as The Bachelorette, Parts Ways With the Franchise

The first Black Bachelorette penned a lengthy article on Monday and spared no details or feelings.

 Rachel Lindsay poses backstage at the Badgley Mischka fashion show during September 2017 - New York Fashion Week on September 12, 2017 in New York City.
Rachel Lindsay poses backstage at the Badgley Mischka fashion show during September 2017 - New York Fashion Week on September 12, 2017 in New York City.
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Roses are red.

Its leaves and thorns are green.

Rachel Lindsay just penned an article about her time as The Bachelorette. Let’s dig into it, shall we?


On Monday, Vulture published an article written by Lindsay that took a deep dive into the politics at play behind the popular reality show. Beginning with the ordeal that prompted Chris Harrison’s recent departure from The Bachelor franchise, Lindsay reflected on her experience as a contestant on The Bachelor, her experience as the first Black Bachelorette, and the subsequent backlash and revelations she’s come to now that she’s parted ways.

“In 2018, I felt like I had changed the franchise just by representing myself as a Black professional woman in her 30s—those things had never before been seen on the series,” Lindsay began in part. “In the years since, I had gone from a former contestant who advocated for more diversity to one who spoke critically about the show and tried to hold those involved with it accountable. By the time that segment with Chris aired, I was known as the contestant who was always starting trouble. ‘That Rachel Lindsay,’ the one who couldn’t stay quiet, who bites the hand that feeds, Bachelor Nation’s public enemy No. 1.”

What followed next was a summation of her stay in The Bachelor mansion, including an unflattering description of the living conditions as well as the mental toll being on the series took on her and body.

“The show tapes for ten weeks. In the beginning, you’re stuck in the mansion. I hated it. I always tell people it was the dirtiest place ever. Think the movie The Money Pit. Once you get inside, you see the cracks in the foundation. Appliances don’t work; the backyard is not complete. (This in addition to 22 women living in three rooms.) By the time we left, my eyes were puffy. I had an allergic reaction from the lack of sleep, drinking too much, and feeling dehydrated.”

Lindsay also divulged her feelings in regard to certain men and storylines during her time as The Bachelorette, including her disdain for the show’s producers prioritizing “people who might cause drama in the house” and their push to “explore the narrative of a Black man who had barely dated any Black women.” (The latter of which she recently brought to light nearly a month ago today.)


By the end of the piece, it’s evident (and explicitly stated) that Rachel Lindsay wants nothing to do with The Bachelor Nation moving forward. And after learning what I just learned, I probably wouldn’t either.

“I’m no longer making myself available to The Bachelor universe (though any contestant, past, future, or present, who needs my advice can call me). To the franchise, I am no longer a figurehead. I am no longer a spot-filler. I am no longer the face of what is diverse. The goal for me was always to be that person until I could step away because the change had happened, and I could sit back and enjoy it. That hasn’t come to pass, exactly, but I’ll cautiously sit back and watch the upcoming season with Michelle Young—the next Black Bachelorette—to uplift and support her.”


This article appears in full in the June 21 issue of New York Magazine.