When you get an opportunity to see Audra McDonald perform, you take it. The record-breaking six-time Tony Award winner, Grammy and Emmy winner and 2015 National Medal of Arts recipient has conquered both stage and screen with her acting and singing and is lauded across the globe as one of the brightest lights of Broadway. Not bad for a woman who started out a child performer doing dinner theater in her native Fresno, Calif.
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โI was so used to hearing the clanking of forks when I was performing [that] when I reached Broadway, I was like, โItโs so quiet out there,โโ she laughed during a Sunday appearance at Chicagoโs Steppenwolf Theatre.
As it turns out, McDonald is pretty hilarious; a quality that was in abundance as the soprano took the stage with her good friend, acclaimed musician and Sirius XM host Seth Rudetsky for an intimate conversation and concert chronicling some of the highlights of her now-legendary career. The benefit concert, part of Steppenwolfโs Lookout Series, was the latest in a series the duo has already performed in New York, San Francisco, and several venues in Massachusetts.
โThe performance is different every single time because the formatโs really, really loose,โ McDonald told The Root. โSeth basically interviews you for a while, and then you get up and sing a song, and then he interviews you some more, and then you get to sing another song. You never know what heโs going to talk to you aboutโand he has this huge big pile of music and youโre never quite sure what songs he wants to sing. So, it changes dramatically, because itโs all what Seth feels like in that moment,โ she continued. โYouโre kind of flying by the seat of your pants. Itโs fun and spontaneous.โ
Obviously, McDonaldโs musical repertoire is ridiculous; she was indeed ready for anything during two packed, 90-minute performances, the first of which she opened with La Cage Aux Follesโ โI Am What I Am.โ In addition to thinking on her feet, the diva also proved to be incredibly down-to-earth. After weather delayed her flight from an appearance in Iowa City, McDonald drove herself to Chicago to ensure sheโd make it to the theater on time.
โI thought that if and when I became a Broadway star, Iโd have it all together,โ she laughed. โWell, that hasnโt happened yet...along those lines, Iโve always been a mess.โ
Coincidentally, McDonald was also on the road when she spoke with The Root by phone ahead of her performance. The working mother of two daughters (and stepmother of two sons) was dropping off a few items for her eldest, a new college freshmanโโSheโs loving it, but Mom is having a little trouble with it,โ McDonald admitted to the Steppenwolf audience.
Similar moments of candor and vulnerability peppered McDonald and Rudetskyโs conversation as the acclaimed singer revealed embarrassing onstage gaffesโlike the time she blanked on her lyrics at a Sondheim tributeโin front of the composer himself (and Meryl Streep!). Or the time she sang the very adult โCornet Manโ for a singing competition at age 13. She, of course, won, but not without some cringing from the judges.
And while the Broadway-loving community clamors to hear McDonaldโs famed soprano, her two daughters have reportedly proven her harshest critics. Her eldest memorably quipped โMommy, your singing makes my ears cry,โ when McDonald sang her lullabies as a toddler, and her youngest, now almost three, has apparently followed suit, hilariously refusing her motherโs attempts to duet with her on โTwinkle, Twinkle, Little Star.โ Tough crowd.
โMy karma is swift,โ McDonald laughed on Sunday.
At 49, the starโs reign is far from over, but while she has been both a pioneer and in-demand presence on the Broadway stage, she deeply desires to see more success stories like her own.
โWhat I find is the talent is the same wherever you go; itโs basically opportunity and discipline that make the difference...theater is magic wherever you go,โ said McDonald, reflecting on her own seemingly stratospheric leap from dinner theater to the Broadway stage. And while she has long since broken through, what would she like the gatekeepers of the worlds of opera and Broadway to know about black talent?
โThat it is there, and it is worth exploringโnot only exploring, but celebrating and nurturing,โ McDonald told The Root. โI think a lot of times, you know, maybe the talent is there but the nurturingโwhether it be from the university to nurture the compositional talent, or a producer to take a chance on an African American playwright or composer or lyricist, thatโs what I think is missing...Weโre starting to see it, but you know, itโs incremental.โ
Reflecting on her own coming-of-age in the theater, McDonald recalls Dreamgirls being the sole representation of talent that looked like her; a seeming challenge when she was still โthinking smallโ about what opportunities would be available to her on Broadway. Now, she challenges performers to advocate for themselves and their own talent.
โI think what I didโand I donโt even know if it was anything super deliberate, it was just sort of instinctual, for meโI knew which parts were right for me, and it wasnโt always what was on paper,โ McDonald told The Root. โSo I never said no to myself, even though countless people did say no to me. I was never one of those people. So, I always put myself out there and in that respect, you sort of demand to be seen for who you represent yourself to be, and not who youโre trying to conform yourself to be for someone elseโs sort of narrow-minded viewpoint.
โThe more I got to understand my voice and my own talent, I stopped trying to sound like Lena Horne or Barbra Streisand or Judy Garland or Jennifer Holiday,โ she continued. โI just decided that โOh no, this is me. I am me, and thatโs whatโs special, and I will go out I think that I am right for. And whether people want to hear it or not, thatโs what Iโm doing...and that, in some ways, can be undeniable in the eyes of other people.โ
Whatโs undeniable is the connection McDonald had with the Steppenwolf audience on Sunday night, as she and Rudetsky brought many of us to tears with poignant selections from her tragic role in 1998's Ragtime; a new composition about love and loss in the wake of 9/11; and her all-too-relatable rendition of Sondheimโs โChildren Will Listen.โ
โI think the wonderful thing about this is that it is able to open the door. Itโs an opportunity to get a window into more of who I am, and then I think within that, people realize that thereโs more commonality among all of us,โ said McDonald. โAnytime we can all open our own humanity towards each other...hopefully we will then become more aligned and then be advocates for each other, and realize that we have more in common than not.โ
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