This morning, I wanted cinnamon toast. Four pieces, for starters.
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I wanted to toast four pieces of bread, slather them with butter, sprinkle with a mixture of sugar and cinnamon and set them under the broiler.
Canโt even recall the last time I made cinnamon toast, or even wanted it, but there I was, craving it like mad. And ice cream. Always, always, ice cream.
I resisted, but it seemed especially hard, the cravings especially strong. (No, pregnancy for me is not possible. Iโll leave the whys to your imagination.)ย
ย I made some tea and got through it. Thatโs when the urge for fried shrimp began. ย Did I fail to mention this was 10 a.m.?ย
Just yesterday Iโd stocked the kitchen with fail-safes: yogurt, nuts, even some Kashi Go Lean Crunch, which Iโd long ago tagged as the Cereal From Hell because it tasted like baked drywall, until my sister-in-law shared some of her โhoney almond flaxโ flavored cereal last weekend. I liked it so much I bought a box.
Since Sunday Iโve been battling the wildest cravings โ London broil, anyone? โ and for the life of me I couldnโt figure out why. So I turned to Google, and hereโs a sampling of what I found:
ยทย ย ย ย ย ย ย Stress, depression and a lack of sleep can cause junk food cravings. We sometimes may turn to comfort foods that we associate with pleasant feelings and overeat these foods when we are stressed, depressed or tired.
ยทย ย ย ย ย ย ย Food cravings for quick sugar energy, alcohol or foods or drinks containing caffeine or carbohydrates are common when we are tired and want to feel energized.
ยทย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Fluctuation in blood sugar levels may cause food cravings.
For me, Iโm sure itโs pretty much all of the above. Iโm still trying to catch on sleep from last weekend, and have been taking in a lot of caffeine to avoid naps. I do suspect the main reason is that Iโve been out of vitamins for just over a week. Every day for about a month, Iโve been taking multivitamins and vitamin D supplements daily. My body likely had gotten used to being in balance, and is now sending โtiltโ messages to my brain.
As mentioned yesterday, am dealing with a lot of stress right now. Mostly the stealth kind, which sneaks up on me when Iโm not paying attention just to remind me that I am, in fact, frazzled, and wouldnโt a big bowl of ice cream be perfect right now?
I imagine it would be nice to just let go and give in to all my cravings for one day, just break all the โyou canโt have thatโ rules and go for broke. That would probably feel good, but only for a short period of time. A day-long binge would likely end with physical as well as mental anguish.
I didnโt have the cinnamon toast, but I didnโt have breakfast either. I made tea, then starting munching on mixed nuts. The sugar in the tea killed the toast craving, the nuts killed my appetite. Still, I had a banana just to balance things out a bit.
Right now, Iโm seriously craving a wine cooler. Thereโs some wine in the โfridge, and Iโm thinking I could put some in the blender with some frozen juice concentrate and crushed ice.
OK. Time to go get some vitamins. And maybe some London broil โฆ
Health is the first muse, and sleep is the condition to produce it. ย ~ ย Ralph Waldo Emerson
Leslie J. Ansley is an award-winning journalist and entrepreneur who blogs daily for TheRoot. She lives in Raleigh, NC.
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