2 Great Guys, but I'm Not Interested
Ask Demetria: You shouldn't feel guilty about wanting to wait for Mr. Right.
I have two great guys I've known for a while who are into me, but I'm not feeling either of them. I just feel guilty that I don't want to give them a chance when they are such great men. I just don't like them the way I feel I should for a relationship. What to do? --C.M.
If these were men you'd recently met and didn't know well, I'd say give them at least a couple of dates to get to know them better, since sometimes it takes a few encounters to build chemistry or interest. Not every guy is an expert at wooing women, and some need a little time to get over their jitters -- yes, men have them, too, when they really like someone.
But you've known these guys "for a while," have had a chance to feel them out and still don't like them the way you feel you should. Let them know that you appreciate their interest but don't feel the same. Tell them this as soon as possible so they don't feel misled and your current friendship has a better chance of remaining intact.
Now, about your guilt. There's no logical reason to feel that way. Only you can determine who the right person is for you and what is the right feeling to have about him. As a single woman, even one who may want to be in a relationship, there is nothing wrong with being choosy about whom you date.
Being a good guy is not the same as being the right guy, and being good doesn't always mean good enough. Be selective. Single doesn't mean desperate. You're a woman who wants a partner, not a dive bar where anyone sober with a shirt and shoes gets serviced.
This may go against the tide of some of the advice you've heard about dating, hence your uncertainty about turning down good men. Black women tend to be raised with the idea that there is a Man Shortage; as such, if you meet one who's "good," you hold on to him like a Cabbage Patch doll circa Christmas season 1983.
The blaring statistic about 42 percent of black women being single only made the hysteria worse, with respectable media outlets making charts and graphs about how unlikely an educated black woman is to get married -- which, for the record, isn't true.
In fact, the more educated you are, the more likely you are to marry, according to Ivory A. Toldson, Ph.D., a Howard University professor and research analyst for the Congressional Black Caucus Foundation; and Bryant Marks, a psychology professor at Morehouse College and faculty associate at the University of Michigan's Institute for Social Research. And there's this: Seventy-five percent of black women have married at least once by age 35.
If there's someone who's interested in you and you don't feel the same, don't be frightened into thinking this is your last shot on earth for love. The odds are overwhelmingly in your favor that you will find it.